The end is getting near enough for this month to bring it in for review, and its been quite the start of the year so far. A strong start at that too, with my tasks for January having been quite intense. Perhaps the thing that was the most scary beforehand was having to wear my, sturdy, metal locking collar 24/7, everywhere I go, while seeing friends, going to work, anything. I think this has also been the most rewarding to actually experience though. It has been feeling really great to feel the metal around my neck, knowing it really won’t go anywhere, pretty much being able to feel it constantly. I have been able to hide it under my shirts decently well for work, although I have experienced a lack of a good tie collection. It’s been a real good reminder of my place as property and having a lock around my neck as well as being in chastity gives me a lot of mental stimulation in the erotic sense as well haha, definitely does things in my brain.

A close second in intensity was spending a full day locked up in a room of my choosing. This was a day I was working from home too so I had to be strategic, thinking of so many things. The short story for this is that I am very grateful for MS Teams having the option to set backgrounds for virtual meetings, and eating food in a location that breakfast, lunch, or dinner is just never eaten feels super strange. Luckily I was allowed out again before bed so that was really generous of my Mistress, such a strange experience though, but now I am keen to find out how this would feel like in a non-long distance play scenario.

One thing that I will have to improve on however. Definitely need to pay more attention to newly introduced by permission only rules, in this case having to ask permission to enjoy showers. I managed to mess that up a few times now and it has earned me another month of high protocol coming up along with some other punishments that should definitely motivate me to keep this top of mind, although admittedly it is that I am now writing this blog that I thought to ask for shower permission for tomorrow morning, otherwise I feel like I could have easily forgotten with my sleepy head waking up.