My Mistress knows I enjoy a good time filled with fear and that as such, fear play & blackmail are a pair of kinks She can definitely use to bring me into a state of scared arousal. In the spirit of Halloween frightening today was a such time me Mistress showed me just how afraid She is able to make me from afar.

Around half past 12 (12.30 PM that is), I was told that it was time to play around with being in an unsafe environment, or well potentially. This time not physically but online – PornHub to be exact. Not that being a pornstar and featuring in videos on a platform like PornHub is necessarily unsafe. However, while a few close friends may know I am into kink I definitely am not looking to expose that to other people around me or have my work find out about it, which certainly gives a feeling of being unsafe.

Getting something onto the internet is after all a lot harder than getting something removed again. And whilst it might not be an often used tool yet, with the strides in AI, facial recognition from scraping web-pages and matching a CV picture to that of a face in a porn video might not be that far away, at least in my frightened imagination.

In the past I had already given my Mistress my rather explicit consent to Her ownership of my image, and being allowed to do with my image (and by extension the pictures and videos which include it) as She wishes. In contrast, I have to ask permission before posting certain types of pictures in certain places. Anyway, my Mistress is very much aware how far She can take my consent on that specific agreement to get me to blindly obey afraid of the consequences.

As it was a Sunday, at the time I was still in my pajamas, girly looking shorts and top with cutesy Christmas-flamingo’s. I live in an apartment complex and the first task for today, under the pressure of blackmail threats was to go outside my apartment and take a picture in my pajamas out in the communal hallway, within a very short time frame. I complied very quickly as just being told of the possible consequences of disobedience I was very eager to protect myself from said consequences the best I could. Knowing anyone could at any time come up to their apartment or leave it made me tremble as I sat down on the carpet in the hallway, put down my phone and took a quick selfie before rushing back inside.

The next task had less risk, or well less immediate risk as I got to stay indoors but the threat remained the same. With again only minutes I had to insert a rather large butt plug and sent the proof to my Owner. Luckily I have recently come to get used to having my ass be used more so I did manage with a minute or so left, but did have to spend the time from now on being filled up, oh and in chastity as it is Locktober of course.

Next it was time for my throat to have some use as well. A little while ago my Mistress gifted me a deep throat training device which allows me to track how well I give head and train on speed, depth and a bunch of other factors. Well, in one mode if gives You a scorecard to and the best score I had yet managed was a C+. Now my Mistress demanded that within the hour I was about to get a score somewhere in the range of A- to A+ on a 10 minute session. This was a real challenge and I did not have a lot of hope I would do well with this.

The first attempt I used the wrong mode on the trainer device, and I managed to not get scored. It did not take 10 minutes either but a good 20 or so as the goal of the game mode was to hold a deep throat for a total of 10 minutes (the time ticking down only when the dildo was mostly inside of me). So after at the end realizing I messed up I change game modes to just 10 minutes of training and went again undeterred (but definitely more afraid). I wish I was only typing this with the goal of dramatizing the story, but no I actually failed to get a score again and now there was only 15 minutes left. I used the freeform mode and that one did not count either. There are literally 3 modes on the device (or 4 with premium) so that was unlucky again but at least for my last possible attempt I did have the right mode now I just needed to score higher than I had ever done before.

My throat and knees were very sore at this point, I had been sucking a dildo on my knees for a while now and both previous times there had been an incredibly amount of saliva on the floor too (and for full transparency, with that first mode, I tried to have the clock tick down as fast as I could which required keeping the dildo down inside of me for as long as I could and that also made me puke a few times – which did not add to my confidence). With divine intervention I managed on my last try to get a grade and have it be an A- an accomplishment which made me really incredibly happy.

Having been a little dumb on failing to even get a grade the first two attempts with the deep throat trainer did earn me the nickname of bimbo as well for the rest of the day. But I was very happy to be a dumb bimbo as long as I managed to complete my tasks and did not get any video of me published on a porn site. However, besides a bimbo my Mistress deemed my cleaning up of saliva in between the attempts an arrogant waste of time, and this inspired the next task. A pink ball gag for 20 minutes and in that time flog my back 20 times while stating that bimbos must learn not to waste time. The video I made of the flogging was of course instantly turned into a new blackmail threat as well to possibly be published.

Overall with some breaks in between, four hours had already passed meanwhile and now instead of sending picture and video proof, my surveillance camera had to be turned on, showing a live feed of my living room to my Mistress. With the camera on, my apartment was immediately judged as not clean and tidy enough too so I was quickly set out to start cleaning and clearing up the areas that were messy. Whilst I did comply and quite diligently (if I say so myself) started to clean, I did not do as good a job at moving items to places they belonged. This got me into a bit of trouble but I was given as second change, now with more assistance from my Mistress as to where I should move certain things.

That made everything a lot easier as bimbo did not have to think herself and I was aided by my Mistress. A bit more cleaning with a damp towel commenced after that before, now at around 6PM I was given a longer break to make and have my dinner. I made a simple but tasty pasta and even got to finish watching the episode I had set out to give a try on my “lazy” Sunday but had paused when the tasks started rolling in earlier in the afternoon.

After my break was over I had to complete my (virtual) bed making ritual for my Mistress and edit my flogging video in such a way it was ready to be posted anywhere by my Mistress. Luckily I was spared from the broad public but did have to post the video in a tight-knit online community were my Mistress and I had also met each other. Afterwards my Mistress confided in me that She had no intention of posting anything on PornHub to begin with and that it was just a bit of fun and games to scare me although honestly, its hard to know which statement to trust when it would not be the first time my Mistress set out to play with my mind.